violet—hunt replied to your post: .　

hi i thought i should share this, because matt and violet should be friends for reasons

but it’s actually perfect and shh i don’t question reasons.

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no come love me.

no.

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Josh felt a little better when Matt said he wasn’t sorry. He took a second to gather his thoughts. “I was just scared that I messed this up.” He gestured between the two of them. “I didn’t want to make you uncomfortable or make it so that we couldn’t be friends because I really like being your friend and I don’t want to not be your friend,” he rambled. He wasn’t sure why but he just wanted to keep talking but the only thing he could think to do was get on his knees and beg for forgiveness, but Matt said he wasn’t sorry about it. He just had to make himself realize he didn’t have to be sorry.

Josh help his hands clasped together in front of him, twiddling his thumbs nervously. He wanted to say so much, but he just didn’t know how to get it out. He took a deep breath before finally deciding on what to say. “I just don’t know how to feel and I wish I knew. I’m trying to figure everything, but it’s just so difficult. I want to be able to tell you so that you can know. I only know that I enjoyed it. Other than that, I have no clue what’s going on.” He wanted to add more. Maybe he should tell him that he was nursing a major crush on him, but he didn’t think that voicing that just now was a good idea. He’d just thrown a lot out there and he felt like adding the last part would just be a little too much.

Matt understood exactly what Josh was saying. The two of them had become increasingly close in such a short amount of time, and he didn’t want to end the friendship that they had. But what were they now, exactly? They had definitely blurred the line between friends and more, and he wasn’t sure which direction to go. He wasn’t stupid enough to think he was over Abby, but at the same time, he was curious as to what it was about Josh that made him different from everyone else. Why had his kiss with Josh been good when the others had ended so badly — namely with Matt almost throwing up. It wasn’t fair for him to lead on Josh as an experiment to see how he did with a relationship that wasn’t Abby. And yet…Matt couldn’t deny that there was something just there between him and Josh…something he liked. 

“I don’t want to stop being your friend either, Josh.” He finally spoke, looking over at his friend. “But when we, y’know, kissed, I had felt more than a little, erm, friendly towards you.” He cleared his throat, trying his hardest not to blush or trail off. He owed it to Josh to try and clear things up, even if it meant embarrassing himself. “I’m sure you’ve heard a little about Abby and I though. And I’m not completely sure how ready I am to try the whole dating thing out again. But…I don’t know. Would you be opposed to maybe us going on a date and seeing what happens? And if it crashes and burns, then we can just laugh it off and continue being friends. At least we tried.” He shrugged slightly, glancing over at Josh curiously to see his reaction to his suggestion. It was a long shot, he knew, but what could be the harm in trying? Maybe this was the push Matt needed, and he knew he liked Josh — more than he probably would have cared to admit — so he wouldn’t have rather gone on his first post-Mabby date with anyone else.

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charliebecker replied to your post: charliebecker replied to your post: charliebecker…

you should just message me back and we’ll finish this conversation ogm.gfdgfdf

I DID MESSAGE YOU BACK THO